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Saturday, March 29, 2008

Fruit Flys

Plans, Comments, Dreams might be something. But let's just things be arranged by itself.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Popping Procedures. And this is Not your Ordinary style

Even before getting to bed, my body seems to be burning and aching.
Maybe it's lack of rest or maybe too much of rest, stiffness starting to work up.
In need of stretching, maybe it's time for me to get up.
The taste of the pills are really horrible, i need wine to wash it down my throat.
Business have never been good for these 3 days. Boss is complaining
and there's nothing we can do.
Next week is my turn to be the early bird, so let's hope the early bird
will get the first worm.
" If i'm not meant to be, why does my heart tells me so?"
Is it so? Does it? No one knows.
She wont know and so does he.
You'll only know it yourself.
But don't assume.
ASSUME = ASS - U -ME
Making out an ASS out of U and ME.

Monday, March 24, 2008

Cock head.

Pardon me for doing
all those crazy things to you
without having a thought for you.
I'll just sing a soft tone
near your ears but it will sound
like the ringing of the phone.
We'll just walk down together
and have the cheapest shiraz there
and crack our head up.
Maybe you'll let me walk you home
and you'll give me a kiss
for sending you home.
This is just a dream
we would hope for
or maybe it's just me.





Sunday, March 23, 2008

You will always be

21/03/2008


22/03/2008
Its always the art of hand
It might restrict myself
but i'm just a person that is selfish.
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If i could read your mind
Things will be much easier
No fights, just some arguments
You left some sediments
Behind my shadow while i walk
It forms the track of my life
My, its so tempting
My, its so captivating
My, its lighting up
My, my, my little monkey.

Friday, March 21, 2008

Done by:


I uses the strongest lock
and the most durable box made of blocks.
Inside are scripts of history
and i buried it down to grow a tree.
Never regretted like you said
even till the last second of the dying ape.
I'm going to win it back.
Infinity is a wishful thought
but it might not be what you ought.
Injustice is a choice
but don't treat it like a toy.
Never regretted like you said
even till the last second of the dying ape.
I'm going to win it back.
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Yup it's written by me and drawn by me, CK Low. don't doubt it.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Meat balls

Some people will have changes in their voices,
Some have changes in their features.
But its only when you have not seen or hear from them
for a period of time.
Otherwise you won't even notice it.

Should i just fuck care about them and haunt my dreams down?

Yah, i think i should.
You don't give a fuck, why should i?

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Today my shit looks like the IKEA's famous meat ball!!!
Cool huh.......

Monday, March 17, 2008

Dark life.

Weird dreams seems to be vivid as times goes.
Other dreams is getting clearer as it flows
Nice dreams, Wet dreams, Accused dreams....
All kinds of dreams floating through.
But your face is quite vivid to me.
And my friend needed a time machine.
I need to talk to white hair doc.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Head-Beats

Have you ever tried not sleeping for like almost 24 hours and start drinking that night?

Man, yesterday was a long happy night man. My closest buddy bro peng was getting married.and i was told to be his "brother". This is my first time being someone's "brother". I was really excitied and lost at the same time. But i'm just happy for him.

I spend over at his house on tuesday with other buddys. The rest slept for about 2 hours and me and poh have to figured out the editing of the video. We really sucks at it. So handling with all the softwares and cans of beer. We managed to get the "try-out" version to be edited. By the time, it was about 5.30am and we all had to get ready to go to the bride's house.

We arrrived at about 7.15am and the opening of doors, bla bla bla bla bla......we had to drink this cup of so called milk shaked?! haha..its like chilli padi with milk with bittergourd juice and bla bla bla which i dont know what it contains more. and when the door is opened, we still have a bowl of tang yuan. It sound nice and look nice. All of us had a whole tang yuan in out mouth and biting. You will see a beautiful scence of different expression. Some kanna chilli pad, some is the whole ball of lime inside it which i kanna and some says they kanna something smelly.hahaha!!!!

So everything continues, by the time it was about 9.00am when we head back to the groom's house for some tea session with the parents and all. Around that time, all the brothers was like zombies but still laughing around. But we are seriously tired. Buffet was served at the groom's house and we had our share and we move off to the couple's house which is the next block of the groom's parent's house. We settled down and rest and I'm the first one to head to the guest room and jump onto the bed. Me, Poh, Yan and Vincent share the room. The rest was talking outside or playing PS3 with each other. About 1 hr of rest we woke up to proceed with the day.

And now back to the bride's house for tea session again. I had to carry the suckling pig up and down and i dont even get to eat it. Navm...things carry on and we had to the church and i took over vincent jobs to video the whole process. Every guys was like look for position to sleep. But you know, church always ask you to stand and sit and stand and sit. After the church, we heading towards to the hotel to rest. But i need an extra shirt, so Mr.Poh send me back and get my shirt..and we head to hotel for a rest!!! Finally....but when we got there, the bed was nice, the temperature was just nice too, just that we dont have much time left. So no resting again. After the briefing, we get ourselves all dressed up and getting ready for the dinner.

So during the dinner, everything went well and my bro peng even surprised his wife with his singing and she bursted out into tears. Its really touching.....ok back to topic, so we, the brothers and to take care of the liquor control, and helping him to drink coz we need to i guess?!? hahaha...remy was there and we talk alot of shit. and he taught me lots of shit again. we had plan to have a one - one session for me to learn and for him to learn and....and...a...that's the shit.
We drank alot for the groom and i had kanna two cups where one is beer mixed with martell and another one is beer with red wine. What kind of combination is that?? but who cares..i just drank....so i drank with remy and many other friends and its like cups and cups bottled down.

We went back to the room and continue with the drinking again...and we drink, drank and drunk. So ppl were drunk and emotion starts to fall off their tears. One is a guy with the cap which i dont noe who and the other is the groom. hahaha!! i seriously dont noe man. But we kanna complain for smoking at the stairways because it's not a smoking area in the room or even the level. and even being complain for being too noisy....hahah imagine all about the age of 27, 28 and having being complain for being too noisy, hahaha!!! all old monkeys...some went back early and we continue with the drinking and i know that im about to be defeated but we are happy for him so we drank. soon the groom is put to bed with all the drinking and tiredness. so we had to finish up FAST the three bottle of wine in order to let the bride to rest too.

so i went home without knowing that the groom had already plan for me to get a person to fetch me home. Thanks bro peng!!! :) when i got home, i was like "finally i get to sleep." ZzzzzZzzz......

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

I wanna have a cup of coughfee with you.


When you're just swimming around
it's all about me, myself and i.
You run around to have fun
and sweat off your favourite clothes.



You even tried to smoke your way out.

She even thought of the future for the both of you.
Setting aims for your life.
She wouldn't want you to walk away first.
She wants you by her side for long.


You made a promise, but it seems to be another broken glass.
It's just a memory that allow you to reflect.
One side remembered, another not.
Stop being selfish thinking to get back to 1985.





"....if you really care, have it to favourites...cause i did."

Sunday, March 9, 2008

You're the eastern girl.




The sun had set then you're eyes are willing to open.
You're not ambitious for love and approval.
Having to speak to a stranger,
might be quite difficult for you.
But maybe you will just pour your heart out one day,
to that little stranger.
Have you ever close your eyes and use your ears to see?
Do you like what you saw?
Using your ears to see and letting out a childhood smile?
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Colours are beautiful,
especially when you mixed them up.
Everyone are surrounded by colours.
Too much of it will bring you back to black and white.

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Be a simple "G"

Adults hide their self-centeredness
under a mask of civilisation and politeness.


In order to have their post
well protected, they tired to distort their boss.


Having to fight for challenges out in the world
they tried many ways, even being a double-crosser
would "g"ratify them.
Many things are meant to be done in a certain of time
but there are things to be regretted
because of it being undone.

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Anything that "g"ratified you?
You might be her "fool"
that falls into the pool
But you've become the vindicator of your own town.








Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Night Brush.


It have been left right in the dusty corner for few years
with just a little hat in the center.
It just came across my mind to get those new tubes
with the skinny stick.
My hands just go along with the music that plays along.
Don't even know what it really means.
"There's no right or wrong." This is something which i've learned from my friend.
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Don't think that nothing had happened.
In fact, the world is spinning every second,
and every brain juice are being used
like no other business.
Cars are still moving,
Lights are still operating,
Machines are still functioning.
I ran towards the window
when the rain and storm are rushing through.
I reach out for the handle
and a swing and locked my family from danger.
I became my famly's hero.

Monday, March 3, 2008

Dig me out~~

We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easier to identify
Look me in the eye
And ask for forgiveness
We'll make a pact to never speak that word again
Yes, you are my friend

We all have a sickness
That cleverly attaches and multiplies
No matter how we try

If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me
Sing this song
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone

Sunday, March 2, 2008

The cold night.



I was left alone fighting against those skin breaking wind.

No choice but to walk around those dark street.

I had a cup of hot coffee to warm myself up.

But it was never enough.




The room is under maintenance and i'm really urgent.

Walking up and down the dark street.

Thinking of letting it off in the underground.

In the end, i ended up in one of the alley.




The wind breaking through my extra cotton.
It was never enough and lips are breaking.
Waiting for hours, but not a sight of soul.

At least, i was treated well later on.





I really hope i can take a shot in my head.