7x7

I miss you.

Presence and Lost.

There's this feeling,

but it's so hard to explain.

Somehow amazing,

but it's a bad word to use.

C.K.

The beautiful flower.

We love you.

And you know that.

We won't defy your orders.

Cause you call the shot.

Today is the last.

The next time i hope.

But we know the outcome.

Cause it's the fact.

Thanks for the red.

It'll give me strength, definitely.

Be strong and i'll be waiting.

C.K.

When time goes by.

This is just how body will react when you're old and you'll get sick. For the past few weeks, she have been staying at our house and sleeping in my room. I've got to sleep with my brother because of the limited space in my room. Few years back, same thing happened. But this time it's different.



I'll just keep it short. At first, she's able to gamble and eat lunch and dinner with me. And watch her 4.30pm channel 8 drama show. But just after a week without us around, she became weak and weak and weak and weaker. Everyone is perparing for the worst. I do too. And i'm going to NS soon and it's very soon, just a few more days. I could only pray and give all the love i can. All of us will give her the love.

Questionable.

Long hours of train makes your body strain and brain dead.

Sea, Mountains, Clouds and Sky seems to be one.

"Just treat it as something you owed. It comes to a point when you will stop trying."