RAW

The war that we are facing is not against any continent.

The war is within myself.
I'm fighting against me.

-C.K. on the road-

Six sense

Hopefully with all the work
there will be hope for us.

-C.K. on the road-

Second NightFall

This is the road that i have to walk.
People that i won't talk
Is those that i've fought.

Hatred, of myself.
Confused, of the society.
Challenged, by the environment.
Vexed, over monetary.

Enough to make me black and white.
Still long but with perserverance, and i need to.


-C.K. on the road-

Clueless

I'm going away for a while

But I'll be back

Don't try to follow me

'Cause I'll return as soon as possible

See, I'm trying to find my place

But it might not be here where I feel safe

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts

Travelin' endlessly

Don't need no roads

In fact, they follow me

And we just go in circles

-Paramore - Misguided ghost-

Nothin' on you

Nice music and cool video.

How i wish....

She's a rocker with a nose ring.

She wears a two-way, but I'm not quite sure what that means.

She is watching wrestling

Creaming over tough guys

Listening to rap-metal

Turntables in her eyes

Her cd changer's full of singers that are mad at their dad.

Now I am watching wrestling

Trying to be a tough guy

Listening to rap-metal

Turntables in my eyes

With fishnets on, and dreadlocks in her hair

She broke my heart, I wanna be sedated

All i wanted was to see her naked

Love Hurts

It does not matter whether love is there for you

or you looking for it.

It's whether you can handle it well even you don't have it.

Finally

One day is all it takes to make me feel so much more hatred.
I've said too much about the matter and nobody really seems interested about it, so i'm not going to say much about it.
But I've always thought that by doing your own field will be good enough.
But never there's a time when you can please everyone.

There's never a time where you'll be sitting at the hill top.
But somewhere there will be just fine.
Never be in the middle, where you have to answer to the top and bottom at the same time.
Talking about that seems like we the living personnel are facing.

Everything just went past so fast like a short term memories syndrome.
Just one day, so fast and rush making all blood vessel swollen like a population of my blood cells were squeezed in a train.
I didn't want to care about anything at that moment and just wanted to be alone.
But it just didn't worked out.

I dive into the shallow pool and control my buoyancy for a few seconds.
Maybe i'm lack of air that's why everything seems so clear in my mind.
For a second i thought i'm related to Poseidon, but that's too much, last warning.
I just can't wait for my diving trip where a place that can make feel so much more like home.
And it just relax my mind off everything, at least for the few days.

That's what humans like, escaping from the reality for a moment and hoping that it will never come back.
Or should i say adults?
Haa. can't believe myself saying "adults" the moment i type it.
That moment really strike me that i'm becoming one soon.

23 doesn't seems too young or old.
But certain aims and things are to be done.
Inorder to answer to certain people.

Back

Hunger in the hot night.
With no access to the fridge.

Little clouds that we flood on

When it's getting nearer,

it just seems longer.

But soon it will be the end.

Looking back and forth,

it's never ending for us, men.

My path is going to start soon in a week time.

Which path will i choose doesn't really concern you.

So just fuck off and let me carry on.

Crying out loud for the world.

To give me the strength i need.

To overcome the obstacles i see.

Not only me facing the cruel society.

Thousands of them are walking beside me.

C.K.