Finally

One day is all it takes to make me feel so much more hatred.
I've said too much about the matter and nobody really seems interested about it, so i'm not going to say much about it.
But I've always thought that by doing your own field will be good enough.
But never there's a time when you can please everyone.

There's never a time where you'll be sitting at the hill top.
But somewhere there will be just fine.
Never be in the middle, where you have to answer to the top and bottom at the same time.
Talking about that seems like we the living personnel are facing.

Everything just went past so fast like a short term memories syndrome.
Just one day, so fast and rush making all blood vessel swollen like a population of my blood cells were squeezed in a train.
I didn't want to care about anything at that moment and just wanted to be alone.
But it just didn't worked out.

I dive into the shallow pool and control my buoyancy for a few seconds.
Maybe i'm lack of air that's why everything seems so clear in my mind.
For a second i thought i'm related to Poseidon, but that's too much, last warning.
I just can't wait for my diving trip where a place that can make feel so much more like home.
And it just relax my mind off everything, at least for the few days.

That's what humans like, escaping from the reality for a moment and hoping that it will never come back.
Or should i say adults?
Haa. can't believe myself saying "adults" the moment i type it.
That moment really strike me that i'm becoming one soon.

23 doesn't seems too young or old.
But certain aims and things are to be done.
Inorder to answer to certain people.