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Thursday, May 29, 2008

Opposite of GOD>>>

Stop playing around.

Maybe it's that i wanted you to control the game....maybe?
Maybe it's that you just want to fool me....maybe?
Maybe once is not enough....maybe?
Maybe once is enough....maybe?

Said, "Time'll tell....."








C.K.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

.....

I've nothing to say.

There are so many things happening around.

I'm so lost now.

It's that i'm just giving myself too much things to do.

And i'm going crazy and breaking down soon.

New environment which i can't adapt yet.

Crazy !! Crazy !!

WooHoo !!

Let's have some fun !!

Monday, May 26, 2008

Save the dolphins!!!

Hey guys watch this!!!

http://www.glumbert.com/media/dolphin



It's really cruel. And i hope you guys will help and do a part by signing the petition.

http://www.petitiononline.com/golfinho/

Save them!!!
EVIL WILL ONLY TRIUMPH IF GOOD MEN AND WOMEN SIT BACK AND DO NOTHING.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Bye bye table.

When you're given a chance, you'll never want to grab hold of it.
Now i like the way it is and bloody hell got to make changes to it.
Say goodbye to my "friend", my woody friend.

He was torn apart and smashed into pieces like minced meat.

Feeling so empty.
And now i'm left with no tables.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Continue.


It takes minutes to make an hour,
They have wasted by killing my time.

In my pocket, is a skill or two,
I'm ready to show it to you.

I have your picture in my eye, to remember.
I just want to know the truth you know.

Don't want to lose it,
just want to fight it.
Traumatise me,
give me what you gave to me.
C.K.

Silent animals.

Do you know? somethings just crashes sometimes. Who to blame?
Not me, not you, not god, no itself.
It's this thing that goes around our lives that we can't see but feel it.
Don't really know what it's called.

Hmm..let's find out one day.

Seeing two people, and i feel strongly for both of them. Don't know why too.
Just wanna help.
But it's better that i don't be a nosy-poker-parker-wanker.

I understand something from here and everywhere. You can just have some issue
about something and make a big fuss. It's better than being a Mr. Nice Guy.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Oh, give me an inch longer.

Too many things will be too cramp.
I'm feeling tired of the nights.

It's finally done, but how to present is a question.
I got to answer myself.

It's either 1987 or 2011.

Either one will satisfy me.

Monday, May 19, 2008

crap.

I know no one with the name of Tracy.
I do know a few with "T', unless that's your short form.
But not Tracy.

Kindly please identify yourself.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Lucky

The world is fucking up itself. It's true that the earth is round and so does the world. Everything is going in circle like a cycle. Life and Death is a cycle and everything in the world. I think i'm having grammer mistakes but who give a fuck. If you don't understand, just move your cursor to the top right corner of your screen ( that you have been staring for hours) and saw that little cute "x" looking at you? It's itchy and need some scratch, go on. Otherwise, shut up and read on.

Ok, i'm sorry. I just feel angry and confused with myself and sometimes i really hate and love who i am. So contradicting right? Life is complicated and so is all of ours. The world will just rotate and rotate.... till it's bored of rotating. And we will all die because of some factors. "STOP eating shark fins!!!" can be one of the factors. Know why? Those cruel people will just fish up the sharks and cut off all their fins, every single bit of the fins. And not killing them and just throw them back into the ocean. Ok, i know what you guys are thinking. "Isn't shark harmful? Later like JAWS then how?" Why am i helping sharks? Two reasons. One, i started diving and i start to appreciate the under world. Second, to save my arse and including yours!! When the sharks are thrown back to the ocean, they are total helpless. Because they need fins to swim about and without their fins, they will just drown down to the sea bed or corals and rot. No fish will like shark meats. Why? Have you heard of shark meats? Only heard of shark FINS right?! So, when it lands on the sea bed, it will rot and germs, bacteria will start to evolve. Same goes for when it lands on the corals, corals take 500 years to produce and it's the houses of the fishes like clown fish ( like those you called NEMO) and many more. So when germs affect the marine fishes and all are died just because the world wanna have shark fins, do you think you will have fishes to eat? Ok. you might say, " We still have meats and veggies." Hmm...you're right. But there are still lots of link. But i can confirm based from my friend and videos, once the sharks are wipe out, it's doomsday for us.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Redundant Life

There's a sudden when i feel so hopeless or should i say useless.
I'm starting to lost control of myself and my face is heated up.
It can be redundant.


There are words written over my face.
How do you do? is a question on my mind.

There are answers lying on the surface.
Are you "running" like you always do?

I had your image in my eye.
I just want the truth that you know.

Don't want to lose it,
just want to know when.
Traumatise me,
with the words you'll give me.

C.K.



Tuesday, May 13, 2008

TCK 16

I just don't know why. But lots of voices are telling me not to. But i just feel that way.

I don't wanna you to go.
I want you to stay.
I want everything.
Call me selfish, no brain or whatever.

You're under me but so far away.
You're thinking what i'm not.
You're the water in the bottle.
Calling out for greatness and minerals.

Slow down ur footstep and rest.
Take a look around you.
But while resting have you ever look at the sky?
Notice anything?
I guess normally you'll just stare straight.

Try looking up while resting.
You'll find something different that you'll never thought of.


C.K.

Monday, May 12, 2008

Circular Circle.

Actually i found out that i'm missing out quite a number of things.
But just that i don't know what it is.
hmm...

Life is getting bored. It's getting slower.
Getting shorter as days goes by.

I hope she'll get better and healthy like before
so we can accompany her to the place she wants to go.
Please god, whoever you are out there, please please.....

Sunday, May 11, 2008

"Frankly" Relationship


After a long time, the feeling of drawing is back.
Had a long and tiring week, some achievements are done and some are
left undone. But who are cares, nobody brings everything with them
into the coffin.
Some interesting fact, but i forget most of it. I was at Hong Kong airport and about to get through the gate and we have to take a bus to the plane and walked up the stairs like some superstars and there's rain pouring on us. Ok, i was in the bus alone and these couple suddenly just walked in and stand beside me. The guy was highly intoxicated as i can smell it and his face is bursing red. And the girl was just standing beside him. They were arguing over some matter and i was like the middle man because i was so close to them as the bus was packed. They are singaporeans as the way they speak and the red passport they holding on.
For the whole conversation, from what i know is that they are going to break up. But the converstaion to me is very funny. The guy keep talking but the girl wanted to talk too but was again interrupted by the guy..... Typical Singaporean guys. So what i heard for the conversation are...." Frankly speaking....."----" Frankly speaking ar..." Bla Bla Bla. They are talking about changes and everything. I just cant help but listen to their conversation. But i have to make it not that obvious that i'm listening to their conver.
The whole bus ride last for about 10 mins and they argued from the start of waiting for the bus to be packed till the bus reached the plane. Total i would say 20 mins?? But in the middle of their conversation.
I just wanted to turn around and say.........
" Ey..Fuck it and just break up. Both of you guys will find someone else in no matter of time."

HA HA HA...
_____________________________________________________________
I liked my drawing alot.
C.K.

Friday, May 9, 2008

That's how fast you go.

There are so many things to do.I'm overdrained.
It's good that i'm still being able to smile.Not being emo.

Too many things but so little time. If there's 36 hours in a day,
i think that would be enough for me.
Time is killing me.

I'm glad that everyone is happy with their life.
They found what they wanted - at least something - that's more than enough.

I'm so lost. Fuck!!
I'm so fucked up!!

Anyway, thanks for listening.
C.K.

Monday, May 5, 2008

Grand time. But it's over.

Sudden of warm and coldness
makes you really tremble.

Breathing is a challenge
and thinking is redundant.

But reality is still waiting for you
at the end point of the road.

Come on, and let's face it bravely, confidently and handsomely.
But i just don't have the balls.

C.K.