Please don’t tell her

Yes, we had mutual understanding about this agreements.

And yes, no arrangement can be made without asking.

But asking is tiring for me.

It tired me out.

If you ever looked back, questions are made by me, only.

Be fair to me and only if you want.

If at the end, it’s silence, it’ll break me but i do understand.

Understanding why it’s in silence.

Say that it isn’t so

How she easily come, how she easy go

Please don’t tell her that i’ve been meaning to miss her

because i don’t, not for her

Its not that i meant to forgive, forget what i said.

Told you i don’t but

I am only trying to be the best with my attempt

To cure the rest is sure to lay me ease

The plural hurts of the words of reverse psychology.

Please don’t mention all the attention i have drawn.

Please don’t bother cause she’ll feel guilty when i’m gone.

-Jason Mraz-

Which to bury, us or the hatchet?

I think you know what i’m getting at

I find it so upsetting that

The memories that you select

You keep the bad but the good you just forget

And even though I’m angry I can still say

I know my heart will break the day

When you peel out and drive away

I can’t believe this happened

And all this time I never thought

That all we had would be all for not

Photo memory

Don’t need a photo of you.

Inorder to remember you.

There’s a picture of you in my mind, so beautiful.

Unless a concussion is real,

it will still be you.

-C.K-

Twenty Eleven

It’s just another phase that we experienced and learned from the months and days.

For me, it’s just a phase we have to face.

Really hope that with all these will help us make better and sensible decisions.

We always have a strong memories for some particular person.

But the memories they have is not for you.

To them, it’s to their own particular person.

It’s one after another.

Like a cycle.

Keep going without ending.

But sad to say, it won’t be your turn.

-C.K.-

Ponder the pond

Have you ever thought of what you really wanted?

I don’t really know how to explain with the right words.

But this is how it goes...

We can admire anyone or even stranger that walked into our life.

And eventually "admire" becomes “fond".

We can like everyone or even more than liking that particular person.

And started holding hands.

That’s when the main point starts...

Do you get an electrify feeling that running does your veins that make you real soft inside?

Like they say, “it melts my heart” -literally.

Do you get those?

And i mean NOW, not those younger days.

I think that’s what we are finding for now.

This is the real new chapter.

Once i get my first satisfied piece,

There’s gonna be a new page, new creation.

By that time i’m going to keep painting.

I think i’ve found my direction.

Who to look up for.

It’s gonna take months, i believe.

Stay tune.

-C.K.-

Never even came across.

never even did i tell anything extra.

-C.K.-