Admiration

Your eyes are an undiscovered ocean far away

Any minute now keeping

Both poets and priests at bay

Don't get ahead of me

Could we just this once see eye to eye?

Could you want perhaps me?

Ask me how it feels to vie

night thoughts

Me sitting here under the moon
Thinking about the dream I dreamt this morning.

Sleeping seems so scary now.
The last time I checked,
It have been months I last dreamt.

It suppose to be over
And it doesn't seems enough to hold the urge sometimes.

I.....

It's the same distance.

Under those lines of truthful words,
There's a lie hidden in it,
Just to make me and you feel better.

It's the same for the both of us.
Here I'm writing about you.
There you writing about the other.
It's like a cycle.

We can be different like you said.
Base on the words, it seems not.
I've read and understood.
It's not that different at all.

You can say whatever you want.
But deep down inside you, you know.
So stop lying.

For me it looks like a fake closure
Same goes for you for your case.
Accept it, my friend.

C.K.

It's getting dark too dark to see.

Mama take this badge from me

I can't use it anymore

Mama put my guns in the ground

I can't shoot them anymore

And it wouldn't be luck if you could

Get out of life alive

- Bob Dylan, 1974

One thought of you is all it takes.

I'm sitting here trying to entertain myself with this old guitar.

I've got nothing left to prove.

I didn't mean to meet you then....we were just kids.

Smashed Dreams

What would you do if he disagree with your plans?

I want to be stubborn, but my heart tell me not to.

And i feel that i will regret if i don't.

waiting room

What's the difference between want and need?
The dictionary that I flipped defines the same.
Though I've realized but it's me.

The morphine that pumps.
Gives a great impact.
Room of stainless steel equipments
Accompanied with the degrees of coldness.

To fight the virus,
That might be eating into those open flesh.
"Maybe not tonight." said strongly.

Music would be great now.
Even there's solutions kicking in those veins.
But for just a moment,
It heals the wound but not the scars.

"I'm permanent!!", screamed SCAR.