Stairsway

It's another same day of duty.
I was like a robot being control by some remote.
I'm feeling so filty.
It was only at 00:23, when i was seeing purple smoke.
And it just strike me that years have gone past just like that.
On the exact date and month.

Places been before seems so greyish.
You stayed the far east.
But we were at the north side.
The 2nd time seems so familiar, and only the 2nd time.
Things are missing somehow.
I don't want to think about it.

But god, it's too unfair.
I'm the only one that keep coming across all these fragments.
The other end were having fun without worries.
Tonight you'll step down to me.
I'm not trying hard or creating any chances.
Letting it run by itself is what i've choosen.

But enough is more than the liters.

So you'll step down??

C.K.

It's in your hands.

I don't know what's my purpose of writing so much.
I bet nobody will ever read it.
But i think i don't care.


It's just somewhere that i can pour my thoughts without any comments.
It's like my little room with my little table and comfy chair.
With all the space i can ever find.


Now i'm just a lost child for a moment.
All i can do is to finish what's not done.
And slowly answers will be finding me instead of me hunting it.



Dreaming out loud will end up nothing.
It will get you to no where with pieces of dreams.
I'll be looking for weekends with a messed up mind.


I will not let it fade away
And i don't think it'll fade away so easily.
The only thing against is time.

I really thanks all those who have been reading my space these while.
Although some may just appear to be invisible or unidentified.
But i thanks for the time spend to read my thoughts.
:)

C.K.

Switches

Like our hands claps so tight.
Getting out of that fight.

I bet you have been holding daisy.
And standing waiting for me.

The leaf falls as the breeze of wind past.
With you running so fast.

Is that what we expected?
Maybe there's better option.

There's things that are so blurry.
Seems like so dark and greyish.
But i know that you did gave me two chooses at that moment.

C.K.

NOTICE

It seems like you are missing some memories.

Those that makes you smile and feel so sweet right inside.

I bet i'm right.

But it some how make you feel like you're lost and blank.

For a moment, you don't know what you're thinking about

and the next moment, the thoughts just came back.

But everything seems so blurry as it has been awhile.



Just lay down here.

Be undiscovered.

With people i see.

Image preparation.

Disappointment.

Where i've reached.

It's an exciting ride.
Till the mechanics come.

Everything end just like that.

But for a moment only.
Who knows when it's starting.

C.K.

Roar!!

looking forward for the week to end.

They all.

Seeing all those people on the ground.
Wasting time.
Without it all, they are choking on nothing.
It's clear in their mind.
Trying to hold all inside.
Screaming for something.
Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.

C.K.

It's just so worldly

The thought of you with the song i'm listening to.
There's two of you.
The real you and the image of you that i visualise so well.
Till everything seems so true.
Making me feel like a fool.
Bringing the gasoline with me everywhere i go.
Gathering all the steps i took to the world of you and me.
I will just have to cover up the steps
after the long wait hoping you'll track me from my steps mark.

C.K.